Soccer!?

A place or more of an activity that has vanished for me throughout the course of my life is Soccer and it def. makes me sad it vanished from my life because it was such a big part of my life for such a long time. Since I was about 7 or 8 I played soccer until I was a sophomore in h.s. I loved playing it and I loved the competitiveness of it and how hard you had to work at it to be good. I also loved playing in the yard with my older sister because she was way better than me and she would give me pointers. Why did she play through college and not me? I don't know why it vanished from my life and why I never looked back when it did. Maybe because of motocross or maybe because of a gf or because I just lost interest and decided not to try out junior year. I had my good times with it and my bad times with it, but that goes for everything.

Motocross couldn't have been the reason because I played soccer and rode at the same time for about 6 or 7 years. A gf couldn't of been it because I never did want to spend all my time with her anyways and if it was a gf why did I not stop riding my dirt bike? Maybe it was I just lost interest in it and for some reason I never tried to get it back into my life. There are times though when I will think about it and I say to my self "that would be a blast to go play rite now" but I haven't made a move to join a team or gather up friends to play yet...Maybe one day I will.